I had gone to Joe and Nicole's place to hang out Saturday nite! I FUCKIN' LOVE THEM!! It was me, "HOT" Sara, Candi and Nicole ... then shortly, the guys pulled up in their truck! I met Kerry and Sal ... and saw Joe and Johnny and Mindy (wish I didn't see her thou ... gah!)

ANYWHO! We had a gr8 nite! We ended up being loud and crazy and playing beer pong, which I never played till that nite. Johnny and I ... well ... tee hee ... lets just say now I'm the giggly school girl! He and I talked and made out quite a few times, and both agreed we liked each other but we wanted to take things slow, cuz' we didn't want to fuck up what could possibly be a gr8 thing! So we're hooked up now, and I'm gonna c him at 80s nite! He has to talk with my hubby Mikey thou, LOL, Mikey's my boy, he looks out for me ... besides my dad, he's the only guy who's really loved me so Mikey's a big deal in my life ... and I told Johnny that and he understood. So he said he was gonna "talk to Magick" ... ^___^

I'm so happy for once right now. This could really turn into something amazing and gr8, which I hope it does. We have a whole shit load in common and he's such a romantic and so sweet! SIGH! Besides that, life is going pretty great ... can't wait for 80s nite ... DYING FOR FRIDAY TO COME (HELLO, XMEN 3!!!!) ... and having a crazy ass time in the process. ^__^

Well ... life isn't sucking right now. LOL

I've been away the past few days, so let me give u a quick rundown of what's going on.

Just this past Tuesday, I had a small BUFFY day with my dearest Joey! We watched Season 4, the two parter episode with Faith and Buffy switching bodies! It was so gr8! We had animal crackers, cheez doodles and fruit punch to snack on! It was fantastic, and I can't wait till we do it again!

I've been living each day the best I can ... 80s nite last nite was fabulous! I had so much fun, even thou my dearest Tori left my side ... ::weep:: But that's ok, next time, she's sticking around! LOL! I had boob action with several women, lol, my dearest Nicole, Hot Sara and Candi for instance, haha ... I got great pictures, Toddy was there, which I love cuz' I miss that sweet ass so much! PERIOD. LOL I saw Mikey, which always makes my day complete and happy! Danced on the stage, had a blast ... and took a cute boy home! Yes, I have a crush ... won't go anywhere, but that's ok ... I'm allowed to swoon dammit ... HAHA!

I'm not meant to have a happy ending ... ever ... what the fuck were you thinking? LOL

Anywho, I'm off to enjoy my day off. Food, lounging ... any old thing really.

MWAHZ! ♥

All in all, life isn't going awful ... except I feel distant with one or two people, but I don't want to assume anything, that's dangerous. Its probably nothing so I'm trying desperatly not to think about it.

I'm getting back on track with a lot of things thou ... I'm working on submitting my comic pages very soon and saving money, which will be a feat for me, lol. And I'm kind of giving the "love" area or lack there of part in my life, a rest. Its done nothing but killing me and suffocating me and hell, its done nothing for me latley. All I have been doing is giving my all. So for now ... I'm flirting and having fun, if loves decides to finally bump into me, I'll be sure to keep my eyes open.

80s nite was pretty good this past week ... although I got Don King hair from the rain, lol. I hung out with Nicole, Candi, Joe, Johnnie, Big Man and Mikey weds night being all crazy, lol! As I said, living life and having fun!

It never seems to fail ... I wake up to a new day, and low and behold, something new unfolds that is so ridiculous, all I can do is laugh.

Certain people are just unbelievable in nature, really ... its just retarded. But its not a surprise either, what can I say. People either grow together or apart ... that's sadly the way of the world. People change ... some for the good, some for the better ... who's to say. It just upsets me when certain people point fingers at others for breaking friendships and not at themselves at all ... as if they are innocent. Gawd ... whatever. All I need is a few select people in my life and I'll be just fine. ♥

GRR ARGH! Now work beckons ... or at least my stomach beckons for food. I'm starving, and I start work at 11. Better get moving ... dammit ... I'll def be updating more. Have to find some way to vent, lol.